“Until we heal the root cause of our suffering, and awaken to our true nature, our inherent confusion will continue to manifest itself in the world around us.”
― Joseph P. Kauffman, The Answer Is YOU: A Guide to Mental, Emotional, and Spiritual Freedom
We have walked beyond our awakening. The year has given us plenty of room to finish falling, if we so chose such.
Looking back is simply us projecting extremes, in which we filled in the blanks. Illusions were brought into form from this view. Therefore, we kept creating new illusions, through old patterns, to clear through, to get to the root we so desperately tell ourselves we are trying to reach, yet are too busy in Maya to let go.
For me, a very distinct moment triggered the beginning of a completion of a cycle of healing.
The scene was a child, telling an adult, they will “miss them”, when they leave. The adult turned around and said.,.. “I have never been told that before in my entire life”.
I cried….on the spot….and then… for many days…each time I felt the texture of being “missed” and not being missed, I felt the wholeness of that knowing. I realized I had discovered a missing piece and in reaching this awareness, the entire despair lifted and that which has been healing…became whole enough to BE HEALED.…..it was so huge for my Soul and my heart…In that moment I saw through the illusions’ core. We are able to see great distances, while deeply present.
“There’s a trick to the ‘graceful exit.’ It begins with the vision to recognize when a job, a life stage, or a relationship is over — and let it go. It means leaving what’s over without denying its validity or its past importance to our lives. It involves a sense of future, a belief that every exit line is an entry, that we are moving up, rather than out.”
― Ellen Goodman
Such a simple knowing, it’s elementary indeed, at this stage of our life, yet..it is in the simple honest response to what is presented, that completions can become. This power is supernatural feeling. It’s been there this entire journey, this graceful exit from the story, simply waiting to be discovered, and as always…accepted. One word, action, response later…and it becomes manifest for you to embrace and become in awe with, as you watch the illusions that surrounded your story fade away.
True endings are reconciled within the unity of the heart/mind. Closure feels loved here.
What is…is a huge statement that takes a lot of courage to stand in honestly, and live in…in its entirety….
My intent was set this year to “cut to the core” this despair and this eternal repeating pattern of clearing. This was an internal drive to sharpen the lens in which I kept viewing the wounds and viewing my responsibility to them. Truly, I have no recollection of anything deeper than this desire for change…for this entire year has consumed me in this process. I walk from this “time” on the calendar, very removed from the old process of clearing as I experienced the closures of a life that simply has been balanced, in the knowing, and the accepting of that knowing.
What will you do with your new found knowing as this New Year rises?
Thank you for visiting, and sending the love and support. I hope I have been a light for you as well.
Merry Christmas all and may your New Year be ILLUMUMINATED with the Abundant Blessings of your desires.
“The dazzle of illusion, even when we see through it; the ways in which we entangle ourselves, the ways in which we work free-
How do we get to change?
When all is said and done, it seems a matter of grace.”